Its not a happy ending but a meaningful ending

My greatest love was my father. I was being proud of my life once. My life no longer stays in that state. Its like my life turned from a solid sweet ball into gaseous state of carbon monoxide. I didn't know it will be tougher to face the world without my love,my father. He left us behind in this rotting hell to suffer. This world is chocking me to death.Since he was alive i was happily depending others for everything,now all the things i have to do by my self. After many years I get used to this weird situation even though it tough to handle.I do encounter many  problems that I couldn't solve it in this young age. My biggest fear is the money. My ambition gets bigger day by day to reach my target, MONEY. The world is covered with money. People are going insane for money  which gives them pleasure and also lead them to loose their humanity. Even though my mum is a single mother she do brought us up without any failure. From my knowledge she is a strongest women who i ever know.  I'm blessed to have a mother who love her children more than she loves her self. My only medicine for my pain was my Mother. I would rather be dead without her. She might think I never heard what she say but the truth is I live by her words everyday. Even though, my life is full of sharp spikes my mother will be with me to hold my hands. Feelings always can't be described by words. Its not a happy ending but a meaningful ending... <3